so excited! haha

I was so excited to see that i had my first follower. Im happy that someone decided to read my ramblings. The last couple of days have been a blur. This week is going by so fast. I don't know if its because all i do is smoke all day and am in a foggy blur constantly. Yesterday I think i smoked my self retarded. If you asked me what i did yesterday, I could probably list 3 or 4 things, and thats all. I just thought today about writing how i while going on this smoking rampage. On a different but related topic, i am bored as hell. I wish i had someone to just talk to all the time. I love talking about random stuff while high. It brings me such pleasure to put my thoughts together in a way that i think sounds so amazing. In reality, it probably sounds ridiculous, but i guess that's something i will have to deal with. I am really working on typing like a normal person, using correct punctuation and all, but i feel that i'm just hopeless :D. I really want to go out tonight, but i really have no motivation to walk over to the nest, or try to convince one of my friends to go to the bar with me. Honestly i am SO bored...fuck it.