so excited! haha

I was so excited to see that i had my first follower. Im happy that someone decided to read my ramblings. The last couple of days have been a blur. This week is going by so fast. I don't know if its because all i do is smoke all day and am in a foggy blur constantly. Yesterday I think i smoked my self retarded. If you asked me what i did yesterday, I could probably list 3 or 4 things, and thats all. I just thought today about writing how i while going on this smoking rampage. On a different but related topic, i am bored as hell. I wish i had someone to just talk to all the time. I love talking about random stuff while high. It brings me such pleasure to put my thoughts together in a way that i think sounds so amazing. In reality, it probably sounds ridiculous, but i guess that's something i will have to deal with. I am really working on typing like a normal person, using correct punctuation and all, but i feel that i'm just hopeless :D. I really want to go out tonight, but i really have no motivation to walk over to the nest, or try to convince one of my friends to go to the bar with me. Honestly i am SO bored...fuck it.

When you are covered in rain...

So I just hit the lowest point in my blogging career. I just followed myself. Not because im lonely or anything...well i might be, but thats a completely different story. I might get to that some other time. On a good note I had volleyball practice tonight. It went kind of well i guess. I was playing pretty sluggishly because i went to practice high. I feel kinda bad whenever im playing high as a kite and still doing better than some of my teammates. Oh well. Another couple of high points...USA hockey won last night, Bode Miller or w/e his name is won gold. Also, i bought a lot of good things today. Im going home this weekend. I'm kinda excited. I have a volleyball match close to my house on friday, then im going into pittsburgh to drink heavily with my friends from home. I'll probably find some time to write on here to talk about all the crazy shit i'm partaking in. John Mayer's "Your Body is a Wonderland" is on my itunes right now, and i cant help but think of her. Idk who she is yet, but i cant wait to meet her. I hope i find that special girl sometime soon. I really need someone to push me in the right direction. Straighten me up i guess. She's out there somewhere and when i meet her, i will have no choice but to sweep her off her feet. Maybe if she's extra special ill take her to Red Lobster for some cheddar bay biscuts and shrimp hahahahaha...



Call me captain backfire...

Weekend is over, time to recap...

SO!!! This weekend might have been one of the most interesting weekends of this year. Friday was a ridiculous night. It all started with one of those energy/alcohol drinks, and when i say one i mean three and 1/2. I was feeling pretty good before my friends and I went to my friends 20th birthday thing at his house. 2 kegs and jungle juice. I was drinking pretty heavily and started mingling with everyone that was inside (i spent most of the time outside freezing because whenever i drink i smoke a lot). So inside i see my friend who i have fooled around with before. She tells me she broke up with her boyfriend. So i was all pumped and shit. We talked, she told me to text her later, so at about 130am i texted her to see what she was doing. Her supposed "ex" calls me immediatly and asks me why i was talking to his girl. I laughed, and being absolutly hammered was like, yea i was, what you going to do about it. Blah blah i gave him the address to the house at. This fucker actually shows up! So i go inside, cause i was outside smoking when they came in. My friends tyler and trousers came out cause the guy that was talking shit brought his little assfriend with him. Words were exchanged, i pushed him, he swung at me, missed, then i just ensued to kick the shit outta him. Wasnt to bad, but still pretty good. Now dont get me wrong im not some hardass who fights all the time, it was my first actual fight, and i was pretty pumped about it. My adrenaline was pumping for like an hour after it was over. I really dont know how i feel about what happened. I guess i just have to realize that what has happened happened and i just gotta move on. I have homework to do right now, maybe ill write again in an hour or so. Au avoir

If being gay wasn't so gay everyone would do it.

Stupid girls pissing me the fuck off...Listen, all females out there. It is not EVERY GUYS goal in life to sleep with as many people as possible. Not EVERY GUY wants to get in your pants the first time meeting you. I wish that girls would just stop being so god damn gay. Im in a really bad mood now. But oh well, its friday. Time to smoke a bowl and forget about life for 2 hours. Im sick of this shit. IF BEING GAY WASN'T SO GAY EVERYONE WOULD DO IT. dudes are so cool, they like to smoke, drink, rage, not be buttholes and its awesome. My friends are awesome. Its friday, i have a feeling tonight im going to get so drunk and make an ass out of my self...its ok i think i need it. Hopefully i get in a fight and get my ass kicked or something. Not that there are to many people that i hang out with that can, and the ones that can are my good friends haha. Fuck it. No one reads this shit, im just venting to myself. Au revoir everyone. A demain

Good day.....tiger woods......still good day

Today is a good day so far, and its only going to get better. I awoke this morning around 830 to get ready for class and to eat breakfast( i was feeling very ambitious today) I walked to class with my roommate tyler whom I share the class with. We had a test and I think i did pretty well. I then finished my test, before tyler, and walked to mcdonalds where i bought a sausage mcmuffin for him and i. Delicious. I feel like i needed to buy one for him cause he smokes me up all the time. We then got back and smoked and watched sports center. All this talk about tiger woods makes me so pissed. Im so tired of hearing about it. I didn't let it bother be. I also went online to order a pull up bar to start getting in shape. I hope i actually follow through with it. It was like 22 dollars or something, i feel like i got a good price. I then played COD4 with our dealer and my other roommate. I dominated, felt pretty good haha. Oh well, now tyler's girlfriend is coming to take us to McDonalds again...i love mCchickens

today is just not my day

3 am, tuesday night, here i am sitting in my bed watching the same sportscenter rerun that has been on since the Kentucky/mississippi basketball game was over at like 11pm. I have french class tomorrow at 11, and i dont know if im going to make it there. It's snowing outside like it has been for the past 2 weeks. Dont get me wrong, i love the snow its just a pain in the butt to get to class while walking through a blizzard. On a related, but completely different topic, "snookie" from the Jersey Shore TV show on MTV is going to be at the bar tomorrow night and im not sure if i want to go. First off the bar really hurts my bank account which is dwindling already cause im a fatass and eat all the time haha. Speaking of that, i really want to get in shape but at the same time i have 0 motivation to do so. Maybe one day it will click and ill just do it. Oh well untill that time comes...i dont know. My team does not have a volleyball match this weekend which is kind of a relief but at the same time, i sorta wish we did cause its really the only thing that makes me really happy. Today was a very productive day but at the same time i did absolutely nothing. I took a nap at like 830, which is a horrible time for a nap. Probably the reason im still up right now. I went to the nest today. Smoked with my friends, got high, ordered to much food. My money management is horrible. I really want people to read this and give me feedback and really just have a conversation. I feel like my life is so boring, or maybe i just am. Oh and im afraid of telling my friends about this blog because i feel that i will either get judged, or they will call me gay. Not that i get offended by name calling im 22 years old, its the feeling that im actually sitting here trying to put my thoughts down and I fear the only response i will get is negative. I dont know, i get paranoid alot. I fear i may be depressed, but at the same time life is really that bad, Cant win em all. Until next time...Au revoir

Thoughts/feelings

I was reading over my last post and I was like "what the hell was i talking about"...so i decided to write something while not high, and look at the comparison. Its funny though because currently i am in my roommates room about to smoke so i have to get this in quick. "get a pound break it down, blow it like triallll....." so yea that songs on. I am so sore from practice last night, and my dumbass teammate landed on my foot so i twisted my ankle...that shits weak haha. Oh well shit happens. I am so tired tho and i had my gay sociology class, then french. JE DETEST LA FRANCAIS. i know like 4 words that i learned in high school like 8 years ago. Yet again, i say oh well. You cant win them all. Which i must point out is the philosophy my friends and i live by. Its a pretty good one if you consider that If you cant win them all, then you must lose some. Thus, you must make it a priority in your life to only win the important ones, and dont sweat the small stuff that really doesnt matter. We feel that if everyone would just calm the fuck down, and take a chill pill, maybe smoke a b or 2, the world would be a better place and people would realize the world isnt that bad.

First post thing

So I'm sitting in my friends room and we had just made moves and smoked. I turn on my computer to play this sick song from 30 seconds to mars' new album and i see a link to some blog from my microeconomics class and decide to make one. Ive never done one of these before, but i have always been interesting in attempting to write a book. Ive already noticed through the first minute of writing this that it is not hard to come up with things to say. I guess this could be a good place to get some things off my chest, and just put "on paper" some of the things that my friends and I come up with, and a little bit about my life at college. I will say that we as a group have these little sayings, and weird language that we use, its sort of a way we separate ourselves from others. I dont even know what to start talking about. Well i guess i can talk about my self a little bit. I dont really do it much considering i dont find myself very interesting. Now dont get the idea that im some sort of emo sad sack who cries and shit...no. Oh, another thing about me is i swear a lot when im talking, but i dont know how that will effect my typed words. I guess we will have to find out. Oh wow, i missed the main part of myself and my friends. We are all stoners. But contrary to popular belief, not all stoners are lazy pieces of shit who dont do anything at all. I play volleyball for my college, and my friends are all very active. I don't really think the pot defines who we are as people in general, but rather it is a representation of how much fun we like to have. There is just so much to talk about i feel like im missing something else. Where we smoke all the time is in my friends room at the top of the house. It is called the rats nest. It is where shit goes down. Its where we smoke, pregame for parties, and play wii. Ha, mentioning Wii makes me think of how good all my friends are at it. I am horrible, probably the worst of the 6. I love video games to, ive been playing them since i can remember. We play Wii Resorts and play basketball all the time. I am horrible, i can't buy a shot. I got completely side tracked but i guess thats what these things are for. I hope someone actually reads this haha. So i am high right now as i am typing this and i feel so good to be letting some of these things out haha. its weird. Im kinda getting away from the whole topic i wanted to get to about my friends and the Rats Nest, but i guess thats just fine. Its 2:06 right now. I have Sociology at 930 tomorrow morning. Class is easy as shit, but it is just to early. I would much rather have class at 330 in the afternoon than at 930 am. I think im going to go to sleep. Hopefully someone is reading this and wants to hear more about my life. I guarantee there will be some pretty interesting stuff and will give you great insight into the life of some normal guys who just want to get high and have fun.